Of you not getting the fact this can’t work. It won’t feel the same because the feelings aren’t there anymore. I’ll love you forever and always as a person and as a friend but to be in love with you has long passed. There’s nothing you can do about that. I’m scared to talk to other guys because I’m afraid you’re going to get depressed but I want to. Im so ready to move on. Not because I can’t live without a guy but because I’m young and I’m just starting to figure out what I like and what I don’t. And that’s okay. I’m not going to let you make me feel like a hoe because I know that I’m not. I’m not sleeping with all these guys I’m just making close friends and getting to know people instead of sitting inside with my thumb up my ass like I did when I dated you wile you were out ignoring me and not letting me in. How is it that you still hurt me even though we aren’t even together? you wanted to know why I wanted to stop communication? Because you still hurt me with the things you say and piss me off with your little remarks. I feel like I’m almost dating you again except there are no feelings of wanting to be there as your other half. I’m cool with being bestfriends but bestfriends don’t talk all the time and they don’t have other relations. And I know that’s my fault but I’m sorry if I can’t see anyone else in that way, that’s what I’m trying to move on with. I just wish you’d stop posting shit about me that makes me feel like hell. But you do it because you know I look and just to spite me, so I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’m no longer looking. Sorry, I’m here of you need a shoulder to cry on and that’s why I’ve web trying to stick around but you’re taking me for granted. Us talking all the time is weird. I love you, it just hurts me that you’re trying to stay close. What happens if I get serious with a guy? have you thought about that?
lol I’m a heartless bitch? I guess getting disrespected and treated like shit for two months will do that to you. what’s even sadder about this whole thing is that I didn’t leave you for a new guy to fuck like you think I did, I left you because I couldn’t bare the hurt anymore and it was so bad that nothing you could do will change that. btw. I haven’t sent or received any nudes since we broke up.. how many have you gotten again? who’s the slut now.
